nightmare is sth better

i wish it is just a flu or fever or sth else n i dun mind it comes seriously if its just sth one off.

 When ALL THE THINGS coming over n over again n have no way to deal with them n they r now ALL TGT makes me feel so completely fucked up. the only thing can be healed is the two-week-old wound on my knee which seems in just halfway to get well n keeps waking me in the mid of the night.

i really cant stand for the sleepless. wth.